Friday, September 26, 2008

it cannot wait

I (apparently) have a lot on my chest today.

I went through my new matches on eHarmony and only opened communication with one of seven. I got a message from one person that I had been in email communication with ("open communication" - the last monitored step) saying that he's dating someone. There are 4 other guys that I have in "open communication" - 1 I'm not excited about, 1 who's not excited about me, 1 that is in the middle of travelling for work a lot, and 1 that has my (outside) email and phone number for a week but hasn't used either.

Maybe online dating isn't for me. I guess "dating" is a stretch since I haven't actually been on a date yet...

Maybe I'm just not meant to find anybody - maybe it's my life lesson. If so, it's very upsetting.

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